Last night I dreamed about the wind. But it wasn’t just any wind. It was that wind that comes at night after
another long day of wind. It’s the wind
you hear on the Llano, or in places like Andrews or Post. What makes it so bad is that you have already
spent all day listening to it so when night comes, you hope for calm but it
never comes. In the dream, I was in a
house on a bit of a rise in the earth.
Not a hill because those are rare in places where the wind blows like
this. And as the wind began to blow, the
house started to creak. It was creaking
from age and fatigue, just as tired of listening to the wind blow as I was in
the dream. But the house creaked and
moved and I remember thinking, in the dream, this could be real, maybe my house
really is moving with the wind and I’m not dreaming. That’s the reason the
dream is so real—we have lived hearing that wind. Then, in the dream, the house began to move
down the rise, to turn on its side and be blown over the plains like everything
else. Where once before the houses had
been the only constant standing against the wind, in the dream they became like
the tumbleweeds, blowing until the barb wire fence stopped them and a stronger
wind came along and lifted them over the fence.
In the dream, I was disoriented and confused. I was looking for light as I tumbled in the
house. But the light never seemed to be
where I thought it should be. I woke up
disoriented and confused for a second…and sneezing, always sneezing.
Monday, March 5, 2018
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